This blog didn't turn out anything like I had originally imagined or intended, if indeed even if such events as intention or imagination actually took place in my brain, or as some might call it, the mind.
There were illusions that my so-called verbal articulacy would somehow magically translate in to the written word was misguided, to say the least. The only thing I know for sure is that I will look back on this post and all the others and most likely cringe, and wonder: "Who was this so-called author of this so-called blog?"
Justification of previous paragraph.
I have been called 'negative' on occasions.
Say something often enough to a person and they will become it.
The truth. I am actually positive.
In defense of myself.
I made no promises, I did not ask to be born, even if I am glad, in the most part, of the experience of life, I continue to insult, by merely being different, thinking differently, communicating differently. Here's the thing. So does everyone. I am not different, I am the same, and not the same, all in one fell swoop. That last sentence was the self-defence part.
Which leads me to why.
Why do I feel the need to constantly defend myself? The question is rhetoric. Logical.
I am a shit communicator. You see that fourth word there. That proves that sentence.
Why do I bother.
Nothing to lose. I lie, there is always something to be lost.
Really, why do I bother.
There were illusions that my so-called verbal articulacy would somehow magically translate in to the written word was misguided, to say the least. The only thing I know for sure is that I will look back on this post and all the others and most likely cringe, and wonder: "Who was this so-called author of this so-called blog?"
Justification of previous paragraph.
I have been called 'negative' on occasions.
Say something often enough to a person and they will become it.
The truth. I am actually positive.
In defense of myself.
I made no promises, I did not ask to be born, even if I am glad, in the most part, of the experience of life, I continue to insult, by merely being different, thinking differently, communicating differently. Here's the thing. So does everyone. I am not different, I am the same, and not the same, all in one fell swoop. That last sentence was the self-defence part.
Which leads me to why.
Why do I feel the need to constantly defend myself? The question is rhetoric. Logical.
I am a shit communicator. You see that fourth word there. That proves that sentence.
Why do I bother.
Nothing to lose. I lie, there is always something to be lost.
Really, why do I bother.
